Be honest

I just wanna be honest to say to my mum what I do.
But I don’t understand what she is thinking about me.
Am I still a little girl?
Do I still need a help of parents? -Yes.

Yes， I still need them.
They let me to go to school， to borrow a room， to live alone...
They feed me.
They are working for me. me， as a daughter.
so， I really really love them， my family. honestly.

so...so， I just want to be honest.
I just want to tell them what I did， what I do and what I think about，
because I love them.
I don’t like to lie for no disupute.

That’s why I introdeced my boy friend to my mum.
He is not just a boy， he is my boy friend.
I thought that helps her to understand how I live here.
Yeah， I think it works.
But it doesn’t mean anything that she allow me to go out with him.

Do I do bad things?
go out together? live together? same bed? -I don’t think so.
But I can’t tell them untill I finish to be fed by them.
I have to be independent to be honest.